Tessa's Crazy Blog

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Thank Heavens for You!

Ok so I was talking to my dad and I told him that I wrote a blog and that he should go and check it out. Then he asked me " is it about how much you love your daddy?" I told him the truth that it was not about that but I told him I would go and write one about how much I love him. So here it is just of you daddy.
Dad you are one great dad! I can not even begin to tell you how much I love you. I love you so much that my heart can not even hold all the love I have for you. I love how you tease me all the time, how you tell me that you love me more, and how you are such a good example to me in all that you do in the church and in every day life. I am greatful that you have taught me how to be a girl that is not afraid to get dirty and to have fun and be a hard worker. I have also learned to strengthen my testimony because of how diligent you are in showing me the importance of reallly understanding what I read in the scriptures. I love it when you read the scriptures to us because you make it sound so interesting and fun and you find funny things in the scriptures that makes us laugh. I love how I can tease you and call you dum-dum and tickle you when you least expect it. It is fun when my dad is ticklish. But then you get back at me and tickle me. Not so fun when it is turned back on me. :D I love our dance that we do to be silly. I think that one day we will perfect that dance and actually get a perfect score of ten. I miss the hugs you give me when I am having a hard day or just any hug from you at all. I am so happy that you are my dad! I could not wish for anyone else to be my dad. I LOVE you so much!!
Ok so I cant just stop with thanking me dad...
Mom you amaze me daily. I do not know how you go to school every day and come home and be a mom and then study for tests and pull an A out of the test. I have a hard time even pulling a B on a test and I dont even have as much to worry about as you do. Your example though really makes me want to be as good as you and I try so hard to make my grades in college just as good as yours. I know I am not doing a good job at showing that I am trying but I really really am trying. I love how when I am frustrated I can call you and you can help me through my hard times and you seem to know exactly what to say when I am down in the dumps. As I have been away from home for college I have really come to appreciate how you have taught me how to be clean and taught me how to cook. I know so many people here that do not know how to cook so they eat meals from canned food every night for dinner. But I can make myself a real meal like what I made tonight...Corn Chowder....and I can impress others because I know how to make lasagna and fajitas and salsa and enchiladas, and just anything really. I have also seen many people that do not like to clean and dont care if the house they live in is clean. I am blessed to be able to see that the house is dirty and know how to get up and clean the house instead of just leave the dishes in the sink or let the makeup on my bathroom counter build up and cake on to it. You are amazing mom. I love you so much.
Amanda it is your turn...What is there to say about Amanda other than she is pretty much the most amazing older sister in the whole entire world! Amanda since day one of my existance you have been my best friend. I dont know why we are so close and why we are not like other typical sisters who fight all the time but I am happy that we are not like that. I would be missing out on the fantastic relationship we have. I am so happy that we will be friends forever and ever and ever and this is not a lie. I was telling Jon the story about how when you were younger you used to take my head in your hands and give me the biggest head bunt known to mankind. I am pretty sure the citizens of Russia could hear the clash between our heads when you bunted mine. I laugh every time I think about that. Ahh we have had so many fun times together. There is never a dull moment when we are around each other. Do you remember when we were camping and my sock was stuck to my toe because of that nasty wart and you just ripped it off of my foot and I screamed so loud because it hurt so bad and then we laughed so hard after that because of my reaction. I am laughing so hard now because of that story. I appreciate all the help you give me with playing violin. I have so many hard times playing it sometimes and I frustrate myself so much trying to get a place to sound good and when you see that I am so frustrated you sit down take my face in your hands and make me calm down then you help me perfect that one troublesome spot. You really do know how to make me calm down and I love that about you. I love that even when we get mad at each other we are never mad at each other longer that 10 minutes. Even ten minutes is on the long side of being mad at each other. I miss seeing you every day Amanda but I am happy that even though we are split apart 200 miles we are still as close like we were just standing next to each other. I mean come on I know if you are sad even though I have not texted or called you at all that day. It is our sister telepathy as Jaden puts it.
Oh Jaden...Little bigger brother. I can not believe how much you have grown up little man. Wait you are not little anymore I have to remember that. You were just so small one day and then over night you were taller and stronger than me. How does that happen. I think it was literally over night that you got bigger and stronger. Jaden I am so happy you are my brother. I dont know what my life would be like without someone like you in it. I mean who else can I beat up on and not have to worry about getting beat up on back. I am so happy dad has that rule of not hitting your sisters. Oh brother...Keep up all the teasing you give me. I know maybe I will get mad at you but even though I do get mad sometimes doesnt mean that I dont want you to just drop the teasing all together. I remember that I used to get mad at you all the time and I do not know why I would always be mad at you but I was. Now I dont remember the last fight we may have had because it has been a long time since we did have one. Thank you for not being to manly to give me a hug when I come home. I love it when I get a hug from you. It really means a lot to me. I am glad to know that you miss me. I love it when you text me and I get to see how you are doing. I love to see that you are happy because I remember seeing you sad all the time and it made me sad to see you like that. I love it when you smile all the time because your smile is so contagious. By the way I thought it was funny today because I think your butt dialed my phone number because you called me but you did not know it. I tried to get your attention but you were talking to someone else so I just hung up. It was funny. But I love you SO much and want you to remember that always ok.
MISSY!!! MISSY MISSY MISSY MISSY MISSY!!! You are the cutest little girl ever. Well cutest young lady now. Mom told me when she came here for my recital that you put your CTR ring on her finger because she was stressing out about her finals and you told her..."mom this is so you can choose the right answer on your finals" Tori I laughed SO hard when she told me that. I could not stop laughing for a couple good minutes. If I were not in a resaurant at the time I would have been rolling on the floor laughing so hard. Tori you always have a knack at making me laugh. I can be having such a bad day and you say one funny thing and I laugh so hard and forget that I was having a hard day. I am so amazed at your tallent Tori. You are doing such a wonderful job at playing the cello and I am so happy you decided to be an orch dork like me. Keep going with piano too please Tori. If I knew how much I would regret not learning piano better I would not have quit. I am trying to keep you from making my mistake. So many people today are giving up on piano and fewer people know how to play it. It will be a blessing to be able to play it in the future. Please keep it up. Oh and you are doing such a good job at completing your personal progress and reading your scriptures. I love to walk by your room when I am home and see you reading from the scriptures and I love to hear from mom and Amanda that you are working so hard and faithfully on personal progress. Keep it up you are doing such an amazing job. You are loved greatly by me. Always remember that ok.
Oh Sam...Thanks for being Sam. You tease me all the time and I try to pick on you but before I can even place a finger on you, you are half way to the other side of the room. You are a quick bugger. But I love it when you tease me. Thanks for being like a brother to me. Some day I will be as sly as you are and be able to sneak attack. Watch out...Im behind you.
All in all I love all of you so so so so much. Thanks for putting up with me. I will see you on tuesday.
Love Tessa

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