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Sunday, March 14, 2010

Love of Different Things

So I have a confession to make and it is not an easy one to make so I am going to say it as fast as I can. Ok. Here it goes! I am the worlds worst blogger when it comes to updating it! Whew! *Wiping sweat off forehead* glad I finally got that out there. But seriously I have been terrible at it and I am sorry if any of you actually do read my blog. But from the last blog I wrote to this blog, I have found out that I love many different things.

My first love that I have come to appreciate so so much in the last couple months is for my family. My family has been right by my side these past few months because I have come to many different obstacles in my life. No matter what has come up though, my family has been right there watching me and helping me through anything that has come up. I really love them for it and want to thank them all for helping me out so much. I can count on you guys to be there supporting me with the decisions I make and helping me through my heart breaks and sickness I have been through this whole year at school. I know I have had a lot go on and I am so happy you were all there for me when I have needed you so much. I love you guys.

My second love is for chocolate! I really truly believe that if you want to make a girl happy, all you have to do is give her some chocolate. I have come home from school really stressed and I start to crave chocolate a lot because it has a calming factor on me. My mom is great because for my birthday she sent me a present and it was a lap top case and inside the case she sent me a bunch of candy. All I can say is she knows my choice in candy really well and she knows that candy makes me happy. But I think she was secretly trying to make me fat. Well her ingenious plan did not quite work. I am happy to say that I still have candy left over and I have not gained any weight having all that candy there. It has not been easy though. But seriously I love chocolate and it has become my new best friend.

And my last love that I have found this semester would be the love for my boyfriend! I have found myself a really good catch. His name is Brian Ellsworth. We started dating February 5th and this past month and a week has been the best time in my life! Brian is the most kind person I have ever met in my life and he treats me so well. For example on how he treats me so well, this example has really shown me how much he cares for me and I really do appreciate him for this. So 2 weeks ago, he decided that he wanted to take me to the Renaissance Festival. I was so excited to go because I have never been and I was also excited because one, I was able to spend all day with him and two, I was going to stay there over night at my parents house and I had not seen them since the beginning of the semester and it had been driving me crazy not seeing them. So anyways we leave saturday morning and drive up to the festival and when we get there his mom calls him and tells him that his dog had began to have her babies that morning while he was driving up to mesa with me. I asked him if he wanted to go back and help out with the babies but he said no and that we were going to have fun at the festival. So we went in and I could tell he really wanted to be there for his dog but he stayed there at the festival anyways. Well after the festival I told him that if he wanted we could just drive back to his house in Thatcher instead of going to my house so that he could be with his dog Polo and he told me that it meant a lot to him that I see my family since I have not seen them in a long time. So even though I could tell that he wanted to go home, he was staying there so that I could see my family. That was such a great feeling that someone would care about me seeing my family like he cared. I love him so much and he has helped me through some tough times this past month. Being away from him for spring break so far has been really hard and it has only been 2 days. I know that sounds crazy but what can I say, I miss him and there is nothing I can do about that. He has become my best friend and I love every second we are together and love talking to him over the phone after he gets off work and love that he texts me through out the day when he cant call and talk to me. I love how he can make fun of me and that he can deal with being teased back. I love that he makes me happy whenever I am in a down mood, and I love that I can trust him with whatever I have to say. I love when he laughs and when I can laugh with him and I love when he smiles with his teeth for pictures because he knows I like it when he does. (P.S. Mom and Dad and Family that is not supposed to be an old mad joke) He makes me feel like a 10 cow girl and he is just amazing. Thank you Brian for being so amazing!

I love life right now and I would never change what I have for anything in the world!

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