Reflection

I am still here and single for a little while longer! I get married in a little more than one month. My how time passes so quickly. It has even been almost a year since my sister has left for her mission. I am so proud of my sister and how strong she is. This mission has been so great for her in the spiritual way as well as the physical and mental way. She left as one person and now has been able to go out serve the lord and find herself again. She has become such a strong spirited person and she is so happy. She has told me that going on this mission has been the best decision of her life and will never regret it. Not in a million years. I am so happy she is having such a great time and can not wait to see her again in December... Man, that still feels like it is forever away! I would add some pictures of her on this blog, but the pictures are on my moms computer in Gilbert about 2 and a half hours from where I am. So that will have to wait.

I can not believe though that at the same time I think time is going slow, I also feel like it is flying by. It was just five months ago that I first got engaged and now there is only one month before I get married! Wow. I do not know if it is normal, but I think I am getting a little nervous now. Don't get me wrong. I know I am marrying the right man. He is always going to make me happy and he makes me feel like I am worth more than life itself all the time, so I am not nervous or scared that I am marrying the wrong person. I am just nervous because I am going to start a life with someone and it is not just going to be me that I am taking care of anymore. I keep thinking that he better get over his nervousness quickly because I am going to need a stable support as time gets closer. tehehe. I really want to be a great wife to this man because I love him so much and I just hope that I will be able to show him just how much he means to me. I can not imagine life without him and luckily for me, I will never have to live without him. He is my lucky catch and I am never letting him go.

My mom and I are so close to being ready for my wedding. We have basically everything ordered and ready to go. We just need the BIG DAY to get here so that we can set all the last details up. OHHH I am so giddy about this day I almost can not sit still. It is like I am a little girl waiting for Christmas to come. Only this is a billion times better than Christmas so it is that much more exciting. I can not believe I am able so sleep at night. I can hear the wedding bells getting louder and louder every day. I can not wait so that I can put pictures up of everything from the reception. It is so hard to keep things a secret and not be able to show everyone what I am doing for the reception. But I want this to be a surprise and it is going to be great!

I finished one of my 4 online classes today and surprisingly I did pretty good. I was a little nervous about taking online classes because I have never taken them before. Let me tell you it is a lot of work to make sure you are actually learning the material but it is so much more relaxed than being in the actual classroom doing the work. Now time to get the rest of this semester over with so that I can graduate as a proud student of EAC! I can not wait for that day and am so excited to start my schooling at Pima Medical Institute in July to become an Occupational Therapist Assistant. This is going to be great!

This is my fantastic life lately. I love you all and hope life is going as well for you as it is going for me. I am a love struck bride and I love it. I can not wait till May 28th! Come celebrate it with me. Trust me, you will have a great time. :)